It's was suffering on this feeling again ...
It's wasn't end yet ...
God please guide me ...
Should i give up or shouldn't ..?
Am i continue or just stop it ..?
What will gonna happened next ..?
Does it a good thing or a bad thing ..?
God Please ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I really feel so bad ...
I couldn't trust sometimes and there lots of problem to face with ...
After this, clearly shows that i can be a good friend but not a good girl friend ...
Hate the feeling of waiting ...
Hate the way that i chosen ...
But it become the fact ...
A fact that cannot been changed ...
Happened means happened ...
I know that i'm lie on myself, hide from myself and high expectation on this ...
But i am still couldn't find a reason to explained to others ...
U said i am care on my face, but i am not ...
I know u won't believe it, but i am still cannot find a reason that back to the last time ...
Sometimes i was thinking to end it here ...
But i just couldn't did so ...
Sorry to make u suffered ...
Maybe u can did this on me ...
God,
Please take away my bad dream ...
Please God ...............
